Had one of those forever alone laments with a friend of mine. It went something like:

'you're pretty, smart and nice, don't see why you should have trouble finding someone'

'thanks that's nice of you'

'I, on the other hand, look like some sort of literary monster.
Tall, big, fat, scary and knows physics and does calculus'

In light of the fact that probably no one reads this blog, I am shameless willing to humiliate myself in such a fashion. Of course, the sentiments above are true. So hopeless.

Pity party over.

I also wish that I could stop thinking about you.