Sunday, January 25, 2009

To you.

Hey you,

Something happened to me last night that made me realize how weak I am. I am broken boy, in so many aspects of my life, yet somehow each day God gives me the strength to drudge through life. I've done so many things that people thought I could never do. I've pushed myself beyond my limits time and time again. However, there is one thing I could never do. I couldn't be my full self infront of you. And it pains me that I can't tell you how special you are to me. How lucky you are. How lovely your smile is. How pretty your eyes are. How much I think about you.

I wish I could find that strength.

Friday, January 23, 2009

song to you. wherever ever you are.

Goo Goo Dolls.
Dizzy

You're cynical and beautiful
You always make a scene
You're monochrome delirious
You're nothing that you seem
I'm drownin in your vanity
Your laugh is a disease
You're dirty and you're sweet
You know you're everything to me

Oh, everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you are

I wanna kill at the machine
That made you piss away you dreams
Tear down your defenses
Till there's nothing there but me
You're angry when you're beautiful
Your love is such a tease
I'm drowning in your Dizzy noise
I wanna feel you scream

Oh, everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you are

Oh, everything you are
Falls from the sky like a star
Everything you are
Whatever ever you are

Everything you are
Whatever ever you are
Whatever ever you are
Whatever ever you are