Monday, April 30, 2007

V for Vendetta

this my dearies is the quality and verbosity that movies should have!

"VoilĂ ! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V." - V's introduction to Evey. (In simpler words) Behold! Before you is a humble stage performer, cast, against his will, by the whims of fate, to the roles of both victim and villain. The face you see now is not just some meaningless costume. It is a remnant of the People's Voice, which has since gone and disappeared. However, this past annoyance stands courageously reborn and has sworn to conquer the evil and corrupt, who promote greed and the violent suppression of free will. The only choice is vengeance; a personal war held as a promise, but not in vain, for the importance and self-evidence of this quest shall one day exonerate the watchful and the righteous. But in truth, this thick soup of words has become too excessive. So, let me simply finish by saying that it's my very good honor to meet you, and you may call me V."

Friday, April 27, 2007

Obiturary

My dear yeh yeh has returned home.
I wonder if it would be strange in my emotions, for at peace i was when the deed was done. The holy spirit had really filled my heart and soul and i could feel him in the room with us as we prayed and sang and the lord took yeh yeh up to heaven with him.
I was happy i smiled and i know he was. (:

It was a happy death. A life fulfilled. Though i will miss our conversations and storytellings and jokes, but it's only for a while, till life eternal will eclipse us all and till then we will meet again. (:

It is because of this i truely believe that death is a joyous occasion, sadness therein is only for those who cannot accept it, or who do not truely understand it and fear it such. I will cry tears at a death, but not those of sadness, but of happiness, for i know that they had started their journey ahead of me. It grants me much joy and peace, that they have returned home to the house of our Father above, to feast at his table and join in the unending song and praise of the choirs of angels.

Yeh Yeh, you'd have loved your wake... so many people who came to visit. We're people persons we are, love to mingle and joke and talk and laugh. I certainly hope i can fill these monstrous boots you've left me, though i'm huge, i feel this legacy is far more gigantic. Thank you for all that you've taught me. See you soon. (:

Thursday, April 12, 2007

sleep is for sissies

i hate my brain and it's chaotic processes.. I WANT TO SLEEP..
heck i was falling asleep playing mindless cacophonic monotonous melodies, rather not playing, just banging keys on the piano.
mind not this sleep deprived child and take not for granted ye who were born with normal brains, that shut themselves down on command..
yes yes.. emo eye bags on the way sigh

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Welcome Easter Night.

well here we are again, one year's past.
nothing much has changed.
i'm still j1(much to my displeasure and fault)
i'm still single. (much to my moronic momentarily lost of confidence during dire circumstances)
i'm still alive and full of life. =D
i'm still as high as a kite...(all natural, no preservatives added)

i started blogging about this time last year.. my first few posts were regarding the Tridum and Holy Thursday, and now my 'three-day long mass' has finally ended.. i'm probably litergurically wrong, but heck... honestly feels like a 3 day long mass from holy thursday all the way till the end of vigil. I love the vigil, i love the vigil songs and i LOVE singing easter songs. I pity my friends who will have to endure my easterness the entire of next week. It'll be all 'my lord he died for a kingdom/ to redeem the hearts of men/ so my people don't you weep he has risen from his sleep, he lives again' and 'now the greenblade rises from the buried gain' but heck to them... i only enjoy easter for a few more weeks. That's loads of really nice chocolate eggs to be eaten (:

I also realized how much i love my choir, yes i do. And i think they sang really well today and kenneth sizzled on the keys as usual. I think i sang pretty well today too, dispite lack of practice, or at least i hope i sang well. I know i hit a really nice E on the last song. XD Hopefully soon that'll be replaced with an F and then a G and an A... my range is still pretty messed up. oh well.

And i also love company and people. I wish people would love me more though, and just look beyond my random disposition and stony size and see the high harmless and soft kid inside who just wants to have lots of fun. David likes FUN and to LAUGH.

Bleah i still have 3 and a half hours to go before i get ready for Eight fifteen. I hope i can wake up.

And to everyone,
This is the night of new beginnings,
This is the night when Heaven meets Earth,
This is the night filled with God's Glory,
Promise of our new birth.

Christ be Our Light, shine in our hearts,
shine through the darkness,
christ be our light, shine in our church
gathered today...

I wait one year to sing that every year (:

God bless,