Ever since I stopped taking sleeping pills, my sleep has become more intermittenly disrupted, but I have been able to DREAM AGAIN. hahah woot. I felt so deprived for those 2 months without being able to have some really funky dreams. Though now I wish I had more discipline to scribble down the dreams before the disappear into the subconscious and never be found again. You should too. Dreams, they speak mountains about you're current mental status.
As you kids know, dreams like people can come in all shapes, sizes, focuses and volumes, and surreality. Well that means they can be good and bad. or possibly wrongly sentenced. Hence, with good dreams, come the bad, and the nightmares. I haven't had any Nightmares (tm) yet, and thank god for that, all mares who sound like ralph kramdem, and go around at night.. oooh the shrudders. I, however, have had a few bad dreams already.
There was this one last night, where i was in school, and there she was in school too, and i walked up to her, and asked her how her exams were going, and it went into a whole conversation. then i walked away. Dear God, why is this happening to me? I know it's probably cause I had a good dinner at that french place near my house, and it reminded me that she wants to visit paris. I don't really want to look deeper than that. Such be foolish deeds. But i can tell that she's been having good exams, the smile on her face every paper that i see her leave. hey, must be good.
Life has an apropos of screwing with us all.
Anyway, you should all DREAM... if you're not.. something's wrong and you're fucked up nuff said. haha and not just the go to sleep and dream of walking upside down along one of salvador dali's works, sipping coffee infront of a purple red sky. with blue grass and white trees. No, i mean the dream of where you would like to be. Then you have something to follow, it's the wood for your fire, gas for your tank, petrol for your boat, bond girl for your bond. you get the picture.
All those people without dreams, they just wallow around living their live now having fun, failing their exams as usual. Or they end up mugging like a demonforce trying to destroy the world with no real goal in line and wonder why they're so stressed. Without a dream to follow, life loses it's lustre. The future which is already so blurred, becomes even blurrier. Dreams give you focus and confidence. You can tell people this is where you want to go and where you want to be and what you will become.
Though i'm not saying live in your dream. you can never do such a thing. Then you'll be like the rest. Dreams are not meant to be lived in, only lived. The differences being that in the former, you idly pretend that you're already reached your eden. Which is as incorrent as a hitler was right, and is also a most dangerous affair. You will be living in the future. A fluid concept, full of potential and dreams, disaster and disease and death and unknown. There is a problem. The future is not NOW. you have to live in the NOW to live your dream. It is only logical after all, you are here and presence NOW. This very second as you read each word in this sentence, this is now. What's the point living for tomorrow, when it never comes?
Dream away children.
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